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This is one of the contributions to: DIABETES ESSAY AND POEM COMPETITION 2010 | ||||
Darrien Star | 27/06 | 11 | LIVING WITH DIABETES,THROUGH MY EYES. | |
it was just three weeeks since id turned nine when i woke up that morning,i was feeling fine we were going out that day to buy our new car thinking of travel sickness,hoping it wouldn't be far mum and dad agreeing on the fitst car car they see then off to nan and grandads for sunday tea I remember the thirst,I just could not stop drinking so much i thought i would pop while playing in nans room,i start feeling weak then mum standing over me as id fell asleep concern on mum and dads face, this i could see as this was so strange,and just wasnt me while on are way home,i start being sick my dad pulling over and stopping so uick the sun it was blazing,i just felt so hot dad wiping up sick with his new everton top now late sunday evening and feeling much worse still i cant stop this terrible thirst waiting till morning to see are gp all through the night my dad stayed with me first thing monday morning off we go to see severe tonsillitis said our gp she gave penicillin to try and help me still ing weak and distant you see all the next day,mum and dad stay with me keeping me comfy and reassuring me see saying it wont be long,just wait and see for the medicine to work and start helping me then six in the morning,mum tried to wake me screaming for dad,when she cant stir me dad tried himself then panick you see ringing an ambulane and help me the ambulance came and took me so fast so doctors and nurses could help me at last mum and dad said they were all great they new in one hour and didnt have to wait a diabetic coma thats where id be for me a few days,to them eternity thinking and praying,thinking its not fair all that they went through,while im lying there now late on thursday,i slowly come too the relief that they felt,prayers answerd too they laughed with taers when i turned and said can i have ten miniuts and stay in my bed its funny when they tell me how they feared for me from sunday to monday ive no memory i think thats a good thing,and they both agree all that time at my bed and never leaving me the thing i remember when i woke from my sleep that very first injection my dad gave to me he looked and said so but could not disguise his nerves and fears, i could see in his eyes now as time moves on,learning ie the key thats not just mum and dad, also for me injections before my meals, as important as can be insulin my lifeline thats what it means to me now it is time,and we can now leave just happy to be going home this i believe ready for the road ahead,a challenge it may be ill know ill manage easily with mum and dad with me now its almost three years on when diagnosed that day learning to live with it gets easier every day i know how important it is,especially for my health to calculate the units and do injections for myself i hope i get my message out,to other people to remember that its not so bad and dont feel blue it may tough at the start and leave you feeling bad but please remember you are not alone,so please dont feel so sad | ||||
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